Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Here Come The Patches

I've been relaxing lately, as you can tell by the date stamp difference between this post and the last one.  I had failed to quit smoking, and it wasn't just this last time either.  I've failed to quit smoking MANY times.  I'm a pro at this people, been there, done that.

The last attempt failed because I wasn't ready to accept the psychological change in mood that I experienced.  I was easily aggravated and became very moody.  I'd flip on you in an instant, and you'd never see it coming either.  Not good.  Not good at all.

After some time to reflect on my last attempt, I've come to the decision that I will require some chemical support.  I'm going to pick up some patches soon and give it another go.  I think a slow draining of the nicotine in my system will be  more conducive to my mental state and help me to achieve my goal.

When you fall off the horse, you just have to get back up on there.  I find it easier to get back up on there after the bruises to your ego have had a chance to heal though.

4 comments:

NucMEd is Hot said...

Sooooo. We're trying again huh?I'll not be joining you this time, but I will root you on

Wayne John said...

Yeah, going to get my head together and give it another shot with a diminishing feed of nicotine instead.

Get yer pom poms....lol, and thanks!

Ann Tracy's said...

I'm very proud of you! I hsould join you, but, I forget my excuse this time.

Wayne John said...

Thanks Ann, got to keep getting back up and dancing right? We'll see how this goes...I'm reservedly optimistic.